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Twenty Five October 0'six

With each book I write,
I become more and more convinced
that the books have a life of their own,
quite apart from me.

21september1990.
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im extremely noisy when i get hungry. i dont like to criticize but at times i do it badly. i dont like to apologise unless i think im at fault.
my man, my soul.
if it causes trouble to you, go ahead and slammed it,
cos i dont care a single bit.

[ 9:30 AM ]

yesterday was superb.
it has been monthsssss i met my dearest kechik sayang.
kechik, first time kte kluar tak amek gambar.
went out with her to TP open house.
ok, meeting time 1230.
kechik reached at 1315 & ehem, me?
oh, lambat sikit jer...
1350.
-_______-

bumped into bakar, rahmat, amin, nadim, & alot more of my primary school mates.
Tp was sooo crowded with secondary school people.
sometimes i do hate crowds cause the stares mintak kene lempang sey.
after checking more about design, for me, & business, for kechik, we headed to our own plans around 1545.
she went off to meet Yut while i went of to meet Fadzil.
its a lucky thing that i did not get any urgh faces from him as i told him to meet me at 1530 but but BUT, aku sampai pukul 1600.
kay best ar nana. amalkan.

watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. yea~ i know im a little outdated but who cares? working in the afternoon shift gave me NO life. i admit. still, i enjoyed going home at night. :DD

proceed to vivo where we always slacked. its 1800 & the wheather memang best. but the journey sucks. totally. talk craps, watch and irritate him playing his psp, read bf's letter again and again and again.
damn.
what so nice bout getting so engrossed in playing games? i LIKE to watch but i HATE to play. hee..

me: my babylove is such a sweetheart. i miss him like giler babi.
fadzil: nana, you have been repeating that since just now. i know okay.
me: but seriously, he's a sweetheart. i think im starting to love him.
fadzil: sebelum ni?
me: memang lah.. i mean love him more & more.
fadzil: ure crazy.
me: eh, how you know im crazy in love right now?
fadzil: wah, you seriously annoys me tau.
me: really ah? must i say sorry?
fadzil: tkya. just read the letter & let me play my game.
me: jahat sey.
fadzil: nah, i give u sweet. see? blackcurrant for your black face someore. da. now i baik already.
me: -_-

on a frank note, he is the sweet boy[space]friend i had.
if any of you thinks that im having a relationship with him, you are wrong. coz i will look like a total idiot & gonna miss all the memories i've spend with bf's family if i back out and let my 1 year waiting moments went down the drain. And to be exact, i am soooo looking forward to meet my bf. soon i hope.