matters have been super complicated this few days.
prelims is part of it i supposed.
i wanna have a breakkkkkkk!
on the other hand, mamat's out(!)
oh yes, suprised kan?! i thought of fetching him once he's been released but then, i swear i have no idea that he's coming out on that particular day. so yeah,the sis called up & ...
assalamualaikum.
nana: wa'alaikumsalam. sape tu?
eh, tak kenal?
nana: darjat ehk?
ah..tau pun.
nana: darjat!!!!!! hello!!!! where u? i miss you so much. *sobs*
me too dear. abe tak tau nak jumpe i?
nana: nak!!! im at home. later i dtg rumah ehk.
ok dear.
blablablablabla. ni part tak perlu tahu lah ehk.
*peace*
first look, i feel like im with a stranger but yeah, it takes time right?
mamat has totally changed in the sense of physical appearance & mental. & im loving it. no lies in that statement okay. i feel different when im with him cos he's not like last time. i mean, he's more relax, understanding & yeah, never once did he scold me. not even last time actually. yesterday, i went over to his crib and after breaking our fast together, we talked about the past until our conversation stopped tracked on some recent matter. i was ultimately shocked upon hearing what actually was in his mind after reading a message i received. we then have a kind of serious communication until i decided to make my way home around 9pm.
IM SORRY DARJAT.
